What I learned about God

I have been a Christian for 60 years.  I went to a Bible college, I pastored with my husband for eight years. I have been an assisting minister for many more years.  I am an ordained minister.  But I learned something new about God this year. Although there is nothing new about God. He is who he is, and nothing changes Him; like the dialogue that Moses had with God:

Moses:  Who shall I say has sent me?
God:  Tell them that the I AM sent you.

He is who he is. He has always been.  The only new thing is what we learn about Him.

The very word "God" implies that He is above and beyond us.  More than us.  Not totally knowable. He is infinite, we are finite, oh so finite. (That means there is an end to us.)

Some people do not believe in God.  They are like the Pharaoh that Moses dealt with (who believed himself to be god).  He eventually found out that there was a God bigger than himself.  Too bad he found out in the last moments of his life in the waters of the sea, or he would tell you.

Some people believe that God is so far above us, so much more than us, that he is not interested in us and He cannot be known. This plays very well, with those that have been hurt in life and cannot reconcile that an infinite God, (or anyone, for that matter) would care about him/her.

Some people put God in a box, believing Him to be only what they are able to think that he is. And there will be "hell to pay" if someone suggests that He is not in that box--that He is more than what can be contained in that box.  These are the people who believe that everything knowable about God must be contained in his book--the Bible. "If it is not there, then it is not true."  The God that I know, could never be contained in one book--I don't know how many volumes it would take to tell all about God! I'm not saying that I don't believe the Bible, just that it is not capable of inscribing everything about my big, living God.

What do I believe?  I believe in a big God.  One who lives outside of my own culture, outside of time and space, but inside of me.  He is not defined by what I think of Him. He doesn't work within the bounds of my cultural moors.  He is not even dented (He's not an idol!) when I am angry with Him, or when I don't understand.  He is not intimidated by insults, nor misconceptions.  He is not worried about his reputation, because He is who He is.

So what I learned about God in 2014, is that God is capable of doing much more than we could even conceive.  If he lives outside of time, He can have a person live their lives over in a moment, a chance to change their life decisions.  If he lives outside of space, He is in alternative realms that we never thought about. If we think we have all the answers, we had better think again! Humbling isn't it?

Old dream coming true . . .

Well, tomorrow didn't get here in a sequential way, it's been nearly two weeks and I haven't finished my reflections of the previous year. I've been busy writing.  More about that in a bit.

If you read my previous post, you know that I have been into online craft sales---since 2008.  And before that craft fairs.  I started a wholesale business, selling aprons, a couple of years back which started off slow, then took off, but this last year hasn't been that great.  I won't go into it, except to say, when your vendor replaces their buyer, your business changes.  It's not entirely bad, it has forced me to consider my own desires and my purpose. It made me face the fact that I am mainly a hobbyist when it comes to sewing, not a business person. Like I said in the previous post, it's a good thing. Consequently in 2015, I am making a course correction; picking up an old dream and working toward it.

I have been wanting to write a book since the 1990's.  My husband beat me in that race, and published his first book in 1997.  I have kept up my writing, as a practice, with blogging since 2008. In 2010, I started writing Abby's Story,  but with all my other endeavors keeping up with writing a book was shelved. And as I said in the previous post, I am closing down most of my online presence in order to write full time.

The good news is . . .  I am nearly half finished (with the first draft, that is.) - 35,000 words!! Yay!

I hope to keep you informed about my progress. (If you would like a sneak peak, some of the original drafts were posted in my other blog.) I feel that my year is off to a good start and  . . .

Hope your new year is starting well too! 

My Business Year

What I learned in 2014: Vol. 1

Wall art and yo yo, one of my passions!

So difficult  to put into words what has been going on in my mind.  You too?  But since it is the time of year to reflect, I will try.

First, I need to divide my comments into categories.  I have learned quite a bit this year; some of it about business, some of it about myself and some of it . . . well . . . you get the idea.

This post will be about business, online business that I have engaged in for six years,  I will be very frank and honest about what I have learned.  If it will help you in your business, well, then, it will have been worth it to write it down in this way. (And it serves as a diary entry to me to look back on reminding myself!)

sold many coasters at PruittCreations 

Online Business has not been great this year. It's not that I didn't try.  I had lots of new items and promoted them.  I was happy with my promotion efforts.  Some of them included:

1) joining and participating with new teams to increase my friends base.  I met some new friends and that was good.
2) increased participation with my beloved team, Blogging Business Artisans.  Some great friends there! Other Etsy sellers who helped me promote and we love to encourage each other! Thanks team!
3) Lots of twitter posts.  I found this to beneficial. Got views from nearly every post!  That's great! but the down side is that I didn't get any sales from this promotion.
4) did a couple of Facebook promotions, and they were a dud. Got a few lookers, but again, no sales.

Love Christmas ornies!

So what was the reason for low sales:
I believe there were two reasons.
One is my fault--my product.  I love to make my products. I love to create! But the fact seems to be that there is no demand for my products.  Oh I've had plenty of 'high fives' called 'favorites' online, by that didn't translate into sales.  So, I must conclude that my products do not leave a 'must have' taste in the appetite of potential customers.  Some might say that maybe my promotion didn't reach my target audience, but after six years on the net, I doubt that is true.   (Even my supplemental show sales have born out 'low customer demand'.)

Outdoor show

Reason number two for low sales:
I believe, is Etsy.  Etsy has changed its focus, its look and its values over the six years that I have been there.  Originally they promoted themselves as a  'handmade' or 'handcrafted' marketplace.  They have shifted that focus to a more hip, modern, sleek look, that doesn't feature items that look handmade.  Oh there are many items to be found on Etsy that have the unique handmade look, but if you could compare the sales, I bet you would see more items that have a manufactured look.  (Items are still billed as handmade because they are made by individuals.) This value shift is also seen in their focus change toward wholesale.
I, personally tend to like items that are not slick, but have a unique handcrafted look--that includes imperfections!

When Etsy had a sales feed, I could keep up on trends.  (BTW--they removed their sales feed some time ago from the site.) Now you have to trust their say-so as to what is trending (selling).  Sometimes I feel like they are telling us what they would prefer to be trending, like run-way items!

Well, enough of the rant!  Suffice it to say, I will be closing two shops on Etsy.  They just are not worth my time and the money invested.  (I know, I did that before, and frankly, I chickened out after a few months and went back to selling on Etsy because I enjoyed it so much!)   In 2015, I can shift my creative efforts into my writing, watercolor, art quilts, quilts for my large family and maybe even, cute outfits for my grands! Anyway, that will be an audience that will appreciate handcrafted!

NOTE:  Please do not take all this as negative, as it is honest and has lead me to a good conclusion.
P.S.  Watch for closing sale pricing after the New Year.  
P.S.S.  Volume 2 tomorrow . . . see you then!

This year . . .

This year seems to have just buzzed on by me!  It's nearly over.  I even forgot to wish you a happy holiday!  Hope yours was an awesome celebration, like ours was!

Originally in this blog, which I started last March, I  set out to chronicle my sabbatical adventure. And although this year has not totally been a sabbatical,  it has, indeed, been a year of change. Sometimes sabbaticals do that.  They provide time to reflect and allow for course corrections.

In the coming days, I want to share some of what I have been experiencing in the last few months and the course corrections that I am making.

In the meantime, I hope you a have a great New Year celebration!

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